| wow, it has been a while since ive been on xanga.
well im just gona try it out again.
so heres what has happend.
uhmm i guess ill just tell you what has been going on in life.
so life has been okay, i meen im not AS happy as i use to be, but ill live.
me and joseph broke up its kinda old news. but yeah, i have to admit i still have feelings for the guy.although he does have a girlfriend and seems really happy, and im actully happy for him.well lets get off that subject im geting all emotional inside.
ha.
okay well school wow, it really fun freshmen year is going fine, im almost friends with everyone, and the people i stoped talking to, i started talking to again, so that all good.
but in grades & what not im doing bad.
ive failed once and ive never failed.
but im in honors classes so i get an extra 10 point on my report card at the end of the year.
uhmm..
wow alot has happend ive never really noticed.
ive changed a bunch i know thats for sure.
i guess ive really moved on to being a kid to being a teenager
i meen yeah being immature is fun but all this kidish stuff is getting old.
im accepted for who i am.
& now since its been months since ive been really hurt.
its just starting to not hurt anymore
like ive stoped crying casue i thought my life sucked so much over one thing
but really who cares im gona live life how it goes
& im gona be happy if its the hardest thing that i will ever do.
but right now im talking to sum guy.
hes really nice
i meen hes really what i like to see in a guy
hes not all oh im big shit and what not
hes just there, like not in a bad way.
but i think im falling for this guy, No not love
ive been down that road and im not gona fall in love untill i find someone just like that person, but thats not gona happen casue there is no one like that, but i meen hes not gona take his spot, but ill still have him in my heart.
oh gawd im talking about love/boys/jadhfajsdh!!
ughh okay well theres really nothing else i can say.
hmm... i write alot
& i have alot of feelings
but
tomorrow is good friday
& i cant go to the beach like i planed
but im gona go to the movies and watch scurry movie 4
so its allll good :]
okay well im gona go.
much love :]
<3 Heather |
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homecoming was GREAT i just have this picture of me and my dress
though
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| Hey bitches! its me Heather!!! just kiddin its tanika
but anyways im updating her xanga casue shes being a bitch like that! just kiddin again.. yeah shes busy with tryouts for volleyball and im her busy with band camp... yes band camp isnt that easy so stuf bitzzniches! well gots to go to bed for tommorow moring ... ehh 6 in the morning. |
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